{"id":1524,"date":"2012-04-20T11:04:32","date_gmt":"2012-04-20T15:04:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/?p=1524"},"modified":"2012-04-20T11:05:51","modified_gmt":"2012-04-20T15:05:51","slug":"confession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/2012\/04\/20\/confession\/","title":{"rendered":"Confession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote about Levon Helm the other day and then realized I&#8217;d left out part of the story &#8211; my personal connection: the thing I stole from him.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1527\" style=\"width: 360px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/last-waltz-band1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1527\" class=\"size-full wp-image-1527\" title=\"last waltz band\" src=\"http:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/last-waltz-band1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"260\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/last-waltz-band1.jpg 350w, https:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/last-waltz-band1-300x222.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1527\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">The Band - Levon 2nd from left<\/p><\/div>\n<p>I\u00a0saw the Band at Woodstock (supposedly they were disappointed with their performance &#8211; I certainly wasn&#8217;t), again at the NY Academy of Music in 1970 and about six other times up until they first disbanded. I kept tabs on Levon and the others over the years and desperately wanted to go to a Ramble but one thing or another kept me away.<\/p>\n<p>A few years ago, when I was writing &#8216;Mindbenders&#8217;, I created a character, Mark Tauber, to represent the old American mindbender program. I saw Tauber as a strong person who&#8217;d fallen on hard times and become frail but who still possessed character, a reserve of strength he could regain through this mission. Those were my feelings about the character but I didn&#8217;t know yet how to embody him. I had written\u00a0a set of scenes that he participated in but the man hadn&#8217;t really come alive for me yet.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/levon-helm.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1528\" title=\"levon-helm\" src=\"http:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/levon-helm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"450\" height=\"298\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/levon-helm.jpg 450w, https:\/\/tedkrever.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/levon-helm-300x198.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/a>And then I saw a YouTube video one day of Levon at a Ramble. I don&#8217;t remember which video it was but it showed him walking out onto the stage and &#8211; just in the walk &#8211; you could see the frailty of the cancer survivor. And then he sat at the drum kit, picked up the sticks, kicked into &#8216;Ophelia&#8217; and the whole place shook. And so did I.<\/p>\n<p>I had Tauber from then on. I gave him Levon&#8217;s inflections, the kinds of phrases Levon would say and even used a couple of Levon&#8217;s quotes from the Last Waltz in the book. He was a force of nature, a father figure and a fallen angel.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, it&#8217;s my tribute to the man and I figured I should come clean. Say what you mean and mean what you say &#8211; it&#8217;s Levon&#8217;s way.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote about Levon Helm the other day and then realized I&#8217;d left out part of the story &#8211; my personal connection: the thing I stole from him. 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